Happy Birthday Noah

Today my little guy turned 8.
He is in Tallahassee Florida.
I talked to him tonight for less than 10 minutes.
He had to go to bed...
It sucks that he is 800 miles away..
All he wants for his birthday is Star Wars toys.
I don't know when he is coming to see me.
I could not go to see him today.
I have bruised ribs and no money to travel to Florida.
Now what?

Why?

Why does S.C. know that I am not good enough to rise my own children?
Why does adultery and giving up on your marriage as a women give them
a one up on the upstanding Husband & Father that the court's take aim at
them being dead beat males and classify all the same?
I can take care of my own kids but the court has given my ex's the kids.
Now they are almost grown and I am missing the times they are with their mothers.
My little guy is 800 mile away and she doesn't even try any more to get him to me unless it suits her.
He grows but feet now it seems every time I do get to see him..

I'm just pissed that she gets away with this and I have not enough money to take her back to court.


My Heart hurts!!!!